My legs just hurt. I walk so far and I am so slow and it really ruins my whole day. I get these terrible cramps in my calves and it is just terrible.
I am so sad to say my level of cleanliness has diminished, and I swore it wouldn't! It's so hard to be organized when I have so much stuff in such a small space.
My hair is red. Unmistakably, almost Hayley from Paramore red. I was referred to as a red head twice today.
I feel like I'm not involved in very much but I'm always busy. I guess cause theatre stuff takes up so much time but I'm good with it. It's fantastic to be acting again, even if its minimal compared to what others are doing. I knew I missed it, but I didn't realize just how much until I started my audition last week. I go through these spells when I'm totally unsure about it all and then someone hands me a script and I feel natural again, so it's getting better.
They did ask me to stage manage something and I said no. Even though its a bad first impression, screwing up a show because I suck at stage managing and making everyone else's lives harder is worse. Universal shout out to all SMs and ASMs because you are better than me times one million.
I'm so stupid for thinking I would be able to save my money up, cause I totally can't. I suck.
